Special K's

11:19PM

You entered: 7/14/1983

You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 6.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445529.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.

As of 7/10/2005 10:16:44 PM CDT
You are 21 years old.
You are 264 months old.
You are 1,148 weeks old.
You are 8,032 days old.
You are 192,790 hours old.
You are 11,567,416 minutes old.
You are 694,045,004 seconds old.

There are 4 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles on it.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTU's,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.

Your birthstone is Ruby
The Mystical properties of Ruby

Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewlers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Carnelian


Your birth tree is

Fir Tree, the Mysterious

Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.


There are 168 days till Christmas 2005!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing crescent

9:27PM

You entered: Arend Ross Kraehling

There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 90
There are 6 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in you abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

9:29AM

I'll wait here,
You're crazy,
Those viscious streets are filled with strays,
You should have never gone to Hollywood.

They find you,
Two time you,
Say your the best they've ever seen,
You should have never trusted Hollywood.

I wrote you,
And told you,
You were the biggest fish out here,
You should have never gone to Hollywood.

They take you,
And make you,
They look at you in disgusting ways,
You should never trusted Hollywood.



I was standing on the wall,
Feeling ten feet tall,
All you maggots smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard,
This is my front page,
This is my new age,
All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care.

All you maggots smoking fags out there on Sunset Boulevard.

All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care.

Phoney people come to play,
Look at all of them beg to stay,
Phoney people come to pray.



Phoney people come to pray.

All you maggots smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard,
All you maggots smoking fags out there on Sunset Boulevard.
All you maggots smoking fags out there on Hollywood Boulevard.

You should have never trusted Hollywood.
You should have never gone to Hollywood.

All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care.

You should have never trusted Hollywood.

1:26AM - Fucked

What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?	MaleFemaleOther
What makes you sexy?	Your legs
What makes you pretty?	Your hair
What makes you loveable?	How sensitive you are
What makes you fun?	Your adventurous nature
What makes you irresistable?	Everything.
What makes you cute?	The way you walk
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I really didn't think my legs were that sexy

8:22AM

You are Coca Cola. You're well-known, reliable, and
comfortable. You've done well for so long that
it's second nature to you, and you no longer
really try.


Which Flavor of Soda Are You ?
brought to you by Quizilla


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Tell me does your pride bleed
When you see me succeed
Is that the gist of your story
Now you had best get used to it
Cause I ain't about to quit
And i'm just now getting started

Shame me, claim me or deceive me
You grow sick every time ou hear me say believe me

Every time I get one foot up
You want to tear it down
YOU DENY ME \ DECEIVER
Every time I get one foot up
You tear it down, knock it down, tear it down
BELIEVER \ DENY ME

I feel your hand on my throat
As well as the knife in my back
And the whole time you keep smiling
What is your reason for this
Why won't your hate just quit
Life would better if you weren't struggling


What's wrong with your world
Doesn't taste the same as mine
Aren't the shades the same as mine
Pain, Agony, Regret, Fear
Just dreams whisked away, TAKEN AWAY
So now does your pride still bleed
Every time that I succeed
Now that you know that I'll keep trying
Can your weak mind digest
All that I'm feeding it

6:58PM - Bar night

Need to get psycho
Wanna hear you scream
Tell me to take you, scare you, fuck you
After we finish the show
It's not enough, you listening whore?
You're one twisted little fuck
And now you wanna get psycho with me

1:00AM - Stolen

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Arend
Birthday:	July 14
Birthplace:	Listowel On
Current Location:	The Swamp
Eye Color:	Blue/Green
Hair Color:	Blond
Height:	Tall
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Dutch
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Workboots and my casual ones
Your Weakness:	Cops
Your Fears:	Cops/not having enough bullets
Your Perfect Pizza:	meaty and spicy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	to make it through the year
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Fuck I hope I don't have to work
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes?
Your Bedtime:	in the morning
Your Most Missed Memory:	WTF? how am I to remember something I am missing?
Pepsi or Coke:	Dr. Pepper or Coke when mixing
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Mc. Puke
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	?
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Both
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee:) I want some now
Do you Smoke:	ummm.... Try and stop me
Do you Swear:	Your expecting a Fuck Yea here? so I'll just say yes
Do you Sing:	drinking? yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	No
Do you want to go to College:	I wasted a good year there
Do you want to get Married:	I dunno maybe
Do you belive in yourself:	not only believe in myself I'm in love with myself
Do you get Motion Sickness:	only with some sort of aid
Do you think you are Attractive:	I'm fucking sexy
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	When I need to
Do you like Thunderstorms:	not driving in them
Do you play an Instrument:	No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Almost there is some stale ones on the TV
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	never
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Only hearts
Ever been Drunk:	Yes
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	No
How do you want to Die:	I'm partial to the fire but suffocation sounds fun too
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Lazy
What country would you most like to Visit:	Germany of Holland
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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5:31AM

You feel so Empty I can't be your friend

5:10PM

And I feel that time's a wasted go So where ya going to tomorrow?
And I see that these are lies to come So would you even care?

And I feel it, And I feel it

Where ya going for tomorrow Where ya going with the mask I found
And I feel, And I feel When the dogs begin to smell her - will she smell alone?

And I feel so much depends on the weather So is it raining in your bedroom?
And I see that these are the eyes of disarray Would you even care?

8:12PM - day on the city

Went to Square One today with Connie bought 5 cds Thrice - the illusion of safety, From Autumn to Ashes - too bad you're beautiful, Cypress hill - temple of boom, FU MANCHU - Start the machine, Catch 22 - Alone in a crowd oh and connie gave me velvet revolver. She bough a bunch too some random punk:P I also picked up a pair of jeans and a sweater, she got a pair of pants... I'm glad she only got one the quest for the first pair took some time... and I'm glad she was insistnent on finding a pair of shoes otherwise we would now be on our 3rd mall I wouldn't be getting home till midnight:P just kidding. Thanks for the cd again I hope you have fun trying to find a person without any sense to try to take the other cd off of you:P

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Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.

With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your
lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.

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Think I will sleep now later all

9:02AM

Worked sucked 1 guy never came in meh I wasn't gonna pick up his slack.

Congrats Raz hope you post something.
here's a lyric

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Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul
Stand with me, by my side
Take my hand and lead the way
Out from the shadows and into the real world
Show me how to live a life owned by regret
My blood runs cold, lifeless in shame
Now is the time, to right the wrong
Inside my veins, poison words lie
Within a mind as guilty as yours
take what is left inside of me
I've no use for it

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good night/day all

10:03PM

What is wrong with you people? what do you see in me? I'm mean and geeky and not particularly good looking... what is wrong with you?

1:35AM

Jan 9th SlipKnot in Toronto

9:04PM - STOLEN... OH NO

First best friend: N/A
First car: 91 GMC it was 2 tone blue I painted it black later
First real kiss: Katrina
First break-up: it never happened... shudders
First screen name: burning rath
First self purchased album: ummm
First funeral: I think it was Grandpa Kraehling
First pets: pfft
First piercing/tattoo: had one for a month
First credit card: those make me sad
First true love: still looking
First enemy: some Brandon kid from like grade 5
First big trip: Florida in high school syracuse in college Connticut last spring and like a dozen trips to Montreal
First favorite music: Rock/Rockcore/Rapcore and a small weakness for anything catchy

l a s t s
Last car ride: 2 hours ago
Last kiss: The other night:)
Last good cry: Last time I pulled a muscle in my back:(
Last library book checked out: Canadian Marketing bring the demand to you and Marketing in action
Last movie seen: Euro trip
Last beverage drank: Rum and coke
Last food consumed: Lasanga
Last crush:
Last phone call: Bell mobility... don't pay your phone bill for a month and they want to seel you another phone... How does that make sense?
Last time showered: Last night b4 bed
Last shoes worn: Dr. Martins Work boots
Last item bought: Tim's Coffee 1 milk 3 sugar
Last annoyance: The newfie from work
Last time wanting to die: 5 days ago
Last time scolded: Dunno I usually scold

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Fuck'em
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? sorta

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? Music stores

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? today? yes
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? some kind of Aussie shit
03. what are you most scared of? being here
04. what are you listening to right now? Jay Z Linkin Park Numb vs Encore
05. where do you want to get married? Fuck that bars were built for a reason
06. how many buddies are online right now? 24 and 13
07. what would you change about yourself? more money

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: dark
02. food: dunno
03. boys' names:
04. girls' names: foreign
05. subjects in school: Math or media
06. animals: dead
07. sports: Fucking
08. perfume: something exotic but not over powering
09. cologne: Old Spice

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? nope
02.done any drugs? yes
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? yup it involes alot of alcohol or bad drugs
05. skinny dipped? yup
06: been in love? undecided
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? first thin I think about
09. actually seen your crush naked? I wouldn't really call them crushes more or less Fads and yes
10. cried when someone died? no and no ones better cry for me
11. lied? not yet
12. fallen for your best friend? no
13. been rejected? vagely
14. rejected someone? yea
15. used someone? who hasn't?
16. done something you regret? all the time, its called life

3:01AM - bored tired

thought I would post something in this journal 3am seemed like the time to do it good night all(and I know there is no gramar or punctuation)work sucked except for me laurie and steve making fun of paul and not really doing anything forgot my cell at home it seemed weird it was like the only night I could have actually talked to someone at work but no one ever phones me anyway and if they do it is when I'm at work OK PEOPLE I W0RK 3PM - 11PM before or after you choose when you phone I hate this shift can't do anything except bar or coffee shop and Orangeville bars are just bad even worst then the bad Oshawa bars even the country bar LOL WTF different option thing for LJ

2:44PM

I know you probably hate me but I can't stand to see you sad. Hope you feel better soon.

1:22AM

If I were a month, I'd be: January(I like beginnings)
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: thursday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: night time
If I were a planet, I'd be: Mercury
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a: fish
If I were a direction, I'd be: east
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a: couch
If I were a sin, I'd be: I hate God I dunno
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: the dude that made the lightbulb
If I were a liquid, I'd be: molasses
If I were a tree, I'd be a(n): pine tree
If I were a bird, I'd be a: Condor
If I were a tool, I'd be a: SCREWDRIVER(SCARED YET AMANDA?)
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be a: weed
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: huricane
If I were a mythical character, I'd be a: I don't want to be someone old
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: Drums
If I were an animal, I'd be a(n): snake
If I were a color, I'd be: blood red
If I were an emotion, I'd be: Hatred
If I were a vegetable, I'd be a: Coconut
If I were a sound, I'd be: fire
If I were an element, I'd be: nitrogen(I know you geeks its more then one)
If I were a car, I'd be a: Acura NSX
If I were a song, I'd be: Coal Chamber - Big Truck
If I were a movie, I'd be: Spice World:P
If I were a book, I'd be: comic book
If I were a fruit, I'd be a(n): I'm not a fruit
If I were a place, I'd be a: bad place
If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet
If I were a scent, I'd be: new car smell
If I were a word, I'd be: shaken
If I were an object, I'd be a: thrown around
If I were a body part, I'd be a(n): fist
If I were a shape, I'd be a: out of shape
If I were a number, I'd be: 1337

7:43PM

WOW I booked Saturday and Sunday off for vacation talked to the supervisor today and I got them off Friday is my last shift of work:( Apparently there is no work for me there

8:22PM - :S

this weekend went to Lindsay peterborough(sp?)Oshawa Missisauga and Toronto and played cards the whole time. In Lindsay I picked up and dropped off Al peterborough we played a team tournament and dominated in Oshawa we tested our decks and slept at Lam's place friday night Al got all the sleep I got maybe 3 hours as me and Lam played cards all night. Saturday we played at Missisauga I did poorly then went to Al's sister's place downtown Toronto and played more then we went up on the roof for a smoke 23 floors up the view is awesome. Sunday I unleased a new deck that I never tested b4 and I lost savagely but it was all fun. Arounf 11pm I drove Al home then headed back and got home at 5am just 2 hours to spare till work and that was a blast working on 6 hours sleep in the last 3 days... I think I am gonna hibernate... Why won't Connie talk to me? Was going away for the weekend a bad thing?

12:10AM - posted for a special lady

I never listen to connie